Moving is Such a Pain in the Ass

The time is fast approaching to when I will leave the USA and go on a new adventure to another country for the next 3 years and maybe longer. I am getting that excitement going again and all the crap that I had going on in my head has deminished. YAY for me. Now I just have to keep it that way and not let the crazies sneak up in my head again. I hate the crazies. You get all paranoid and your belly starts churning along with your head aching. I am hoping that it will be one of the last time it will happen to me and I hope that next time I can control all of the feelings that I have built p inside of me. I blame a lot of outside help for this one but I do know I am the only one who can do anything about it and take care of it. No ones fault but my own. This is a new and beautiful week and on Wednesday the movers will start comming and packing and we will be going away. A new life and a new adventure and a lot to explore and get lost in. Now i just need a bigger memory card for my digital cam and all should be right with the world. Now I must get the dressing done and start the day. BTW i just want to express that when you are in a long commited relationship and you fight, the make up sex is awesome.